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I like:
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(verse1)
I want to live before I die,
so don't say I have to cry
On one more freezing floor
I asked you to open the door
And see how things could have gone.
The reason that it took so long
Before you could figure out
That for so long I was about to Break.
and there were no arms
To keep me from harming me
And now I'm searching back to see,
How I never tryied to ask
For some sympathy
Cuz no- no body wants to ride with me
Too far
Cuz I might slip away
But in your arms I'd rather stay
(chorus)
You might just turn into something I like
you might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I -lalalalala lala like
(verse2)
you might just turn into something I-
Want to dream about.Something I can't live without.
My foot is in your hand,(????)
I want you to undersand:
How I could be confused,
Right after being used.
But still you're here in spite
When I close my eyes to dream at night.
Gotta......
Gotta check my pulse before
I've gone too far away
to hurt, so I think I'll stick around to hear ya breath
saying al those things to me
Unraveling my fantasy
While I drink my oleander tea.
(chorus)
Well, that's a bit of a waste of time, oh well.
Bye
Fearthainn
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[08 Aug 2004|08:21pm] |
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hello everyone. Long time no update. Anyhow, I think in the few spare moments that I have. I end up cramming it with something.
I was sick yesterday, and decded to cancel all plans and have a rest. Instead, I ended up ging to the korean festival (which was fun for a while and then got..emptied of things to do) but (surprisingly)didn't get any sicker. In fact I feel way better now.
S school is approaching and. Oh hell. I am so sick of this. Does anyone else notice this? My posts are always so BOOORING! There is nothing to say without compromise of, well, stuff. SEE! i can't even say what I compromice. i don't even know why I bother. Its not like anyone will read it. See, no posts. No read.
Why am I still here again? *sigh*Right then. I'l go leave a message. Anyone who does NEED to talk or w.e, knows whereto reach me. For the millionth time I've said it, I'm sure its bin memorised.
bye.
fearthainn
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| LISten UP! |
[24 Jul 2004|03:02pm] |
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hey guys. Okay, just a quick update. really quick this time.
Reina, I'm not gonna tell you again, i NEED the money, and I want to give your stuff to you. no offence, but I don't care if u're busy, make time I'm busy too.
Just to tell you its not a matter of money ts a matter of responsibilities. And this was yours. still is.
linish, sorry to bug you, but r u gonna get me a watch, cuz if not, I'll get one for myself. And when do yu wanna go to our library, me and laine are prepared anytime after sunday.but we gotta work it out.
i think thats it. bye.
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[20 Jul 2004|12:07pm] |
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I don't like long updates, so here is a relatively short one.
Read Lina's Reina's and Denises posts. i like tennis. i like wonderland. Want to go to wonderland. Don't know...Laine, you wanna come right? right? stay REALLY LATE!like as late as you can. I dun wanna waste my ticket.
Well, I did the thingie that Reina said on her post. Here are the results.
AYAN=340
CATT=264
CATT+AYAN= 604 Did i do it wrong btw, cuz I did reina and got 200+. do you multiply or add? i dunno. but if you just add then none of us add up to 666...well, so far anyways.
Anyhow. We're gonna go check out the new house today, get my bike, if dad's in a good mood, and go to Ikea some time after me garage sale. which is either saturday or sunday. prolly saturday. i gotta check the weather and make posters before tomorow. And then post them...tomorow.
Yea, just some messages to people. linai still owe you lunch, we should g sometime when your moodiness subsides.
Reina, i gotta drop of some of your stuff cuz we're packing u the thing we'r not using, and i dun wanna throw them out or pack em, so yea. i'll come over some time.
Laine, when r u coming? I dunno, whenever yu want you can after today of course.
That was actually longer thanexpected.
bye
-Catt
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hello people. Whats up? I've been shopping my ass off. which was very interesting tw. ha...haha... Anyways. yassie, are we still on? Lina, I still owe you lunch. Laine, when r we going to the library?
ok, well, I like to do pointless things.
Random thought: I have a very limited vocabulary, and therefore use words a lot. the same ones that is.
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[06 Jul 2004|07:54pm] |
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lina! come to wonderland with me pweease!!! I will wuv you fowever.no, but seriously, please come!!! I would call but i dun have your phne number. Sorry. anyways! Call ME. Bye. luff.
PS: Anyone else who wants to come *you have to pay for yourself btw* just comment or call me. the more the marrier.
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[03 Jul 2004|11:15am] |
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ugh... fighting with parents is never easy. I swear, those people have no common sense. for a persn who is good at math, my father is strangely bad at comparing stuff. (prices i mean)
Its so annoying, how everyone always blames everything I do that, well... they don't like, on me being a teenager. no matter how much people tend to think so...99% of what i do comes from WHO I am, and not how OLD I am.
Anyways, went swimming yesterday. Yassie, Nikki(thats how you spell it right?) invited you to come swimming next week at the pool. It was nice. i feel like going again.
Anyways, Last b-day news, Sorry the beach has been officially cancelled as punishment for my not being perfect. *rolls eyes* ~whatever.~
We are, however gonna go swimming and to karaoke, so thats cool.
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Hey everyone. Whats up, how're things going? just finished 80% of what i was supose to do today. oi busy-ness. Summer busy-ness though. I don't mnd. its better than homework.
i feel a bit...off. jeez, some people *ahem* will not mention them *ahem* scare me. So negative...*shakes head* tsk tsk. (look who's talking)
Anyways, just an update. i g2g...do...nothing. Bye.
PS: who-ever can, wish luck on Brian's trip( i dunno if I should post that, but I did anyways)
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[01 Jul 2004|01:29pm] |
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I see dead...squirrels? !! 4 in 2 days, freaky man. Has anyone else noticed it?
Is it just me? I'm having a garage sale, so if anyone has anything to sell, gimme I'll give you 95% of the profit. Price it and sell it I will. Ok, well, thats it, I'm gonna go. c ya.
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Copied from Lainey
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: um....not in THAT way.
2. Ran away: no... I don't think so...
3. Pictured your crush naked: um....*grins* no?
4. Skipped school: yes
5. Broken someone's heart: I seriously SERIOUSLY don't think so.
6. Been in love: Love is a relative term.
7. Cried when someone died: not for a VERY long time. And only in the movies.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: i gave up on that
9. Broken a bone: no
10. Done something embarrassing: No duh.
11. Lied: every day
12. Cried in school: no
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi but diet coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: 7up
15. Girls or Guys: depends. We all suck
16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Me? a brunette...guys...doesn't matter
19. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy
20. Tall or Short: whatdya think. i prefer looking up. Or at least at my level.
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: Night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Eyes
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: TWIRLY!!! Lainey!
25. Worst Question To Ask: any question I dun wanna answer
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: half an hour ago
27. Stepped outside: wait....now.
28. Had Sex: *stares blankly* yeasterday at four* 4 those who don't know, its sarcasm*
ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: Do movies count?
30. Your Good Luck Charm: i'm damn unlucky, no good luck charm can save me
31. Person You Hate Most: Me
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: School ending
33. On your desk: too much stuff
34. Picture on your desktop: light blue with crystals or something
FAVOURITE...
35. Color: black/purple. i like bruises
36. Movie: ugh...I dun remember
37. Artist or band: too many. I don't like one certain one.
38. Cars: Anything fast. (and relatively safe)
39. Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip
41. Food: whatever I feel like eating that moment
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: Lainey... and other people
43. Makes You Smile: No-one realy, I grin at everything.
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: library, with someone. Usually Yassie or Laine.
45. Has A Crush On You: NO ONE!
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: noone
47. Who Has It Easier?: I do, right?
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: a lot of people make me feel funny. Not in a good way.
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: no
50. Save AIM Conversations: yah
51. Save E-mails: yah
52. Forward Secret E-mails: no, wdf?
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: yah
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: sometimes, just to see what the hell its like.
55. Wear Cologne: no... *raises eyebrow*
56. Kiss: my kittie! ^-^
57. Cuddle: see above. *grins* shes soft.
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: I have a life. No matter how sucky.
HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: they're all girls
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: NO!
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: I'm tired of this...
Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?:why do I do this again?
63. Been Rejected: Never asked. Except if one thing counts. (not by a person)
64. Been In Love?: This sounds familiar
65. Been In Lust?: sadly, yea
66. Used Someone?: once or twice
67. Been Used?: too many times to count
68. Dumped Someone?: *yells*
69. Been Cheated On?: *deep breath*
70. Been Kissed?: ALRIGHT! I AM an alien!
71. Done Something You Regret?: if only if only...I had a time machine
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: *raises eyebrow* I don't like that tone
73. You Talked To?: my aunt
74. You Hugged?: my kitty
75. You Instant Messaged?: i don't remember i think Reiny
76. You Kissed?: NEXT!
77. You Yelled At?: my house...my self...
78. You Thought About?: NOYB
79. Who Text Messaged You?: Reiny
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: I hate these things. Btw, I'm not very easy to break anymore.
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: does 'meow' count?
MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? yea a coupla times
83. Have Tattoos?: *grins* check back on my b-day
84. Have Piercings?: yeeees,
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
86. Own A Webcam?: no
87. Own A Thong?: no. I saw it and shrieked
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: NO FUCKING SHIT
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: I got that much.
90. Habla espanol?: (Laine, ciao is italian.) a bit...
91. Quack?: moo
HAVE YOU/ ARE YOU/ DO YOU:
92. Stolen Anything?: yeah
93. Smoke?: HERBAL!
94. Schizophrenic?: last time I checked...i dunno.
95. Obsessive?: oh yah
96. Compulsive?: mb...whats it 2 ya?
97. Obsessive compulsive?: not so much.
98. Panic?: no
99. Anxiety?: again, NFDUH!
100. Depressed?: *slaps the questionaire*
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*breathless*YAH...so.We'rer gonna go o karaoke. brace yourselves. we may go to the pool, if the weather is good. so bring the stuff just in case.
i think thats it. yah, thats it. oh yah, one more thing;
Reina, can i pick it up, you owe me 5$. Just day when, I'll come and pick it up. PLEASE! i can't have it for more than 6$ cuz they'll block my account. Please, tell me when, I'll pick it up. DO NOT drop it off, cuz i gotta pay for it.
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[27 Jun 2004|07:28pm] |
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planted tomatoes and peppers today. they look nice.
Got mad at my 4 year old cousin, then got...un-mad.
Went to art, made dinner. Finished work. started a french book, read manga, finished an english book.
wondered about birthday. Weather SHOulD be good. hoping it won't be a bust. Should be okay. hope it is. did anyone rsvp yet? no. maybe i should just cancel it. hmmm...maybe i should take em out for karaoke if the weather sux. We'll see. hmmm... interesting thought. dun wanna cancel. No. will not. hmmm...no wonderland tomorow then. maybe tuesday. Dad always baks out on his promisses. beginning to think maybe its...wait. It it IS pointless. NVM.
need to go now. Gotta....draw? Gotta do something...
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hello!!! my b-day is less than 2 weeks away! everyone who is coming please rsvp, comment or e-mail me. ASAP! your food depends on it, I need to know what and how much to make. (not to mention the size of the van) i either sent you an e-mail, or gave you a personal invite. PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAASE(!!!!!!!!!!) do so ASAP!!! PLease! you can comment now if you want, just make sure i know.
Ok thats all. bye
PS: LOL, in sweden we hit head of puppy . LoL Laine. YAH!
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[23 Jun 2004|03:49pm] |
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patheticadj. meaning; 1. arousing pity or sadness or contempt. 2.miserably inadiquate, useless or worthless. 3. one tring to gain attension, but failing miserably.
From the root word path...as in not finding one.
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| HAHAHAHAHHA its ALL about me |
[23 Jun 2004|03:43pm] |
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wow... there it goes again. yup, just out the window. right, u think you know people. that just proves that much. they turn around and slap you. Again.
wonderful. everything is fine and dandy. yea. On pluto maybe, not even.
this was for my own purposes, and maybe yassies. thats all. not directed towards attention...
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[21 Jun 2004|02:59pm] |
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I am VERY frustrated! i have no watch for tomorow! my blue one broke, (plus my parentals won't let me wear it cuz it doesn't go with the outfit) and the Sony one is broken. Well, thats great, 20 years and its gotta break now. I HaVe no watcH! Can I borrow someones...I get very jiterry when I don't have a watch. i wonder if i can get a pretty knockoff, or just a cheap one.ugh...god, I gotta do a billion things tomorow. God...I just wanna drop dead. I don't even have a real reson to.
The yearbook sucked. again.
ugh... w.e. I'm sighning off. see ya. i'm gonna go make desser. great.
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[20 Jun 2004|11:11am] |
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Still 3...*shakes head* never ever more. ugh, doesn't it suck, when you wanna say something but for some fucked up reason you can't? not saying the reason is unknown, just that...it's never voiced. and. O never mind, Its 11 am, on a sunday. wonderful. keep waking up and falling asleep the whole night. that should make you feel rested. yes, just wonderful.
because i wanted to...how cheesy.
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Wow my life is boring these days, boring and not AS busy. One gets sck of continually reading books you know. Not that thees nothing else i could be doing but thats just the way it is.This stupid job sux. So unstble and time consuming. I'll get one that requires less work and more stability. :D hah, so lazy.
Anyways, does anyone have a good book to recommend. speaking of which. I have to go buy the Da-vinci code. i will be so disappointed if i can't read it...like if its not as good asd I expected. I hope the hype is real.
laine, i finished finder. Its a good book, but predictable. Kind of those dramatic movies where you know how things will end up. yup. i guess thats all i'll post cuz....no...nvm. Just cuz... i have my reasons.~
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| HEY GUYS! |
[17 Jun 2004|03:31pm] |
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Haven't posted 4 a million. School is almost done. You know what that means. I can go on lj again. hopefully i won't be the only one coming on. get ready for a world of typos and stuff.
Now, grad's almost here and I'm excited. O so i'm not like extatic, but its cool. yup, i wonder...hmmmm...nah. NVM. that was a rather pointless thought. So, yassies b-dy is quickly approaching. wow i change the subject a lot don't I? O well, i'm gonna go and read over posts. c ya
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I give up, I'm notdoing the stuid zine. Hold all your stuff, I'll give back w.e you gys gave me 'cept for the questionares.
So FAQ YOu peoples!
Yes, thats right! FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS you! ALL OF YUS! Well, 'cept for the few who co-operated. PS, whats lilly's new lJ?
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